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Lullabies of Love and Hate

by beeside

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1.
pastiche 01:45
with ashes in your mouth you fight fire with fire when the evening fades to black you used to bite the pain but now you're sick and tired piece by piece your god is dead once you weren't afraid of shaking off the chains, but now now just the memory remains you grew up with the children of the sea with a hook in your mouth you shared a flat with shadows of the wind but now with them you're out of touch you came from south of heaven with the four horsemen your motorbreath was in the air you used to ride the desert with the blessing of a god that failed but when you hit my land it was too late we all know it was just too late you wasted all your hate away
2.
awake again 04:25
Awake again, I feel my bed like a fen I'm forcing my legs to bring me down and stand A flake, it's going to snow, you bring up blankets and gloves above the window the sky seems just too close The enemies are climbing up on our trees They're gonna cudgel our brains and break our knees Pray your god To bring his squad To keep us up, to let us sprout To kill them all To squash all their heads on the floor I crawl to my door. You tell me look at the wall there's a new picture of us out in some mall I'm looking through I see the background from blue is changing color as your eyes in that snap do Pray the moon to come back soon Make your choice, don't waste your voice Run away I got a disease to convey Take my hands While the airplane lands Reach your bed, it's not time yet Lock the door Tomorrow you'll get back to your chore Awake again. Stuck in a land of cement If this is real then I don't know how far we went Come with me, we're gonna find our relief we're gonna meet the true evil, he is my chief aren't you scared sit down beside me and stare the sun is falling in flakes but you don't care it's colouring the light from blue, gray and green is turning purple, it looks like it's bleeding come with me, get down the basement and feel the unified colored picture of this scentless creature leave me here I wanna raise up my fear i wanna beg for my life i wanna cease from this strife it grabs my legs, it puts a knife at my neck it's coming up from below, it's got a gift to bestow i feel it blowing under my skin again please, give me some pain.
3.
Once a day, you get upstairs you take a seat and start saying your prayers but you keep an ear to the sparrows flowing like swirls in the air At night, they say in storybooks, you beak and wings, fly over the roofs In dreams of beasts becoming food you give 'em back to their woods Once a day you pack your bags, you gather all the tears you shed you move across seasons and seas will you come back to me You rig the clocks, you trick the time you ring the chimes from dawn to midnight Then dusk to dusk, town to town you paint new stars in the sky Like a soldier, knife and boots you camouflage yourself in the woods you hunt down hunters, take their souls under the light of the moon Once a day you pack your bags, you gather all the tears we shed you change the path of riverbeds you mix the names of our lands you spread your wings, flying across seasons and seas, in pain and grief, you shuffle the rules and strong beliefs, Play with the colours of our flags, Play with the flavours of our lands Raising and killing kings and queens Making us guilty for our sins Punishing us with quakes and floods Driving the time, mixing our bloods Blessing the animals we fed gathering all the tears we shed you princess of trees and mountain streams you keep moving across seasons and seas will you come back to me
4.
When I was too young and too candid and it was many ages ago I used to beat the days of the week, dear but maybe I was beating too slow The very first day was called monday nobody liked any of it on monday I'm still stuck in your embrace it lulles me to sleep On tuesday I start getting better the clouds and the rain disappear I wake up and write down a letter about how I'd love you to be here I'm too slow and I like it that way like an idiot I sit down and watch a photograph of us at your birthday I think we don't match On wednesday I get your call, dear you tell me we'll meet at your place I reach you and everything gets clear another day I won't erase you hidden everything I bought you but yourself, you've got not place to hide the books and the boxes I give you you cast them aside On thursday I drop by your office but you don't even wave me hello perhaps you're just trying to be cautious perhaps you don't love me enough I'd better blow my fucking head up or maybe it's your head I shuld crush a man or a mouse or a sicko who eats out of your trash On friday I bought you a record I don't care if you'll throw it away We meet at some pub in a suburb We fuck in your car and we pray I pray you to cry on my chest, dear You pray me to leave you alone you feed me with some of your best tears And in a minute you're gone And under the moon I keep walking I get lost in this side of the town the windows around are all sleeping it's cold but my blood's boiling down I get back to my flat and it's empty While saturday knocks at my door I'm keeping your smell on my shirt, dear won't wash it no more The last day of the week is called sunday and sunday is the worst day of the week I ate my heart out just like you said you see, I still stand on my feet Today you'll make love with your man, dear and my existence, you'll leave it behind you fed me all the time with your best tears now I got you in my spine
5.
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6.
Tall, tall like a tree you hold centuries of hidden stories of burglars, of thieves of triumph and grief smart, smart like a fox she's roving these blocks the way that she walks and how quietly she waltzes into my talks and I sang, I sang like a grouse, when you got small like a mouse and entered my house with your tiny paws, your tail and your jaws and then you got back to your previous size you made love on me with your hardcore pride but something went wrong and you lost your head suddenly freaked out you got up and fled and I felt like my heart was being cut into shreds 'cause it's you and me we're everything dark, you're dark like the night and in the mood for a fight I better run out of sight but with a borderline flight you get bright as sunlight cold, cold like a moon upside down in my spoon a big white balloon full of secrets, of runes of lost beaches and dunes and you bark, you bark like a dog who looks soft as a wad who swam across the fog across the mud of these bogs to find someone to hug the history says you became a liar since you lost half your friends in a friendly fire then you became one with your uncontrollable ire your heat of revenge across the telephone wires forwards all my calls, no matter what did I dial maybe it's you and me we're everything smell, smell like a beast who's kept on a leash with nothing to eat obscene is your dream of murder and meal hard, hard as a rock and shut as a lock you insolent gawk you snot and you mock you ignorant fuck and she, she wanted to die and she had nothing to hide so she looked at the sky and with a sacrifice flight she left me good-bye but like a cat you'll get back to your previous life we'll make love again with a hardcore pride and as always your victory will be cut-and-dried 'cause it's you and me we're everything
7.
I've found another place to live A new home to start a fresh beginning A house all full of doors and keys Where I can hide on this New Year's eve I've put your shoes under my bed Your books with all the stuff to sell You said you'd never leave with me 'cause you're sure – for you - there's nothing left to see No better place to be no better tongue to speak There must be A better time to leave A proper time to flee To flee Today I gotta quit my job Now I've got the word of God to follow I'll live with murderers and thieves In this house until the next New Year's eve Bring yourself here Come up and see A sigh of relief Make yourself proud Shout it aloud You'll never bow Again It's a refrain That fills up your veins It brings all your pain away So, Jump out the crowd Burn up your shroud Plunge into this sound
8.
whom 06:42
Whom were you talking with, girl I hope he was just a friend Me I was looking around to understand what it means to get in touch with new people constantly to talk about the time Did you forget my number I thought we could meet again I just wish I could see you at the end of the lane We could dance there together by the light of the moon And when we say goodbye you could whisper "come back soon" I wanted to touch your life with a kiss I wanted to pick you up and make you live I believe you and me and god can coexist quite peacefully The first time I heard your voice, girl you asked me to bring you home I drove back to town, was running fast on my road You know, I held you up all the way to my door And as we got in I let you lay on the floor A miracle kept in your hands A tale under softened lights The people who let you understand that you're banned Banned from your house and village, banned from your kids So wear some new clothes, take a plane, stay with me Let's jump around and say "down on your knees" We want all those bastards hanging from the trees They hide in the night they drive on these streets looking for some meat Today I've been up since daylight I guess you just came back home Now you're probably dreaming of me, but no, I know I know there's no room at all for me in your sleep And as long as I think of you my will to speak Fades down and at night I'm back again on your street Just a few hours and I see you there all alone Surrounded by cars and lights, bare feet, skin and bones and I keep your hand we look like mother and son and I push the barrel of my gun into your throat And I feel the smell of you clinging to my clothes
9.
you and I 02:59
You and I we got a million light road to drive through You and I we got to choose a new star in the sky, and hope it won't be gone before we see the next sun get high You and I lost in love and hate lullabies You and I tossed by contrary winds tonight You and I holding on till the day we die

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producer: Luigi Frassetto
executive: Officine Musicali Sassari
recording+engineering: Marco Marini
all songs by Beeside.
January 2016

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released January 15, 2016

Beeside - guitar, vocals
Giulia Biggio - vocals on "no sunday in my week"
Gianni Lubinu - bass on "no sunday in my week"
Mario Carta - piano on "whom"

Graphics by Nike Gagliardi and Beeside

Contacts: beesideproject@gmail.com

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beeside Italy

Beeside's musical path covers many different approaches and eventually ends up with a intimate form of folk songwriting.
His debut album “Mood Spirals” was released in 2012 under the label Seahorse / Red Birds Recordings.
The second album "Lullabies of Love and Hate", a production by Officine Musicali, was published on January 2016. A third album is currently under production.
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